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The Bill Wilson - Carl Jung Letters |
From the January 1963 Grapevine©:
The Grapevine used only last initials of AA members in
its article, but I believe that Bill used the full name of the person Dr. Jung
had treated and others in his letter to Jung.
This extraordinary exchange of letters revealed for the first time not only the
direct historical ancestry of AA, but the bizarre situation where-in Jung,
deeply involved with scientists and with a scientific reputation at stake, felt
he had to be cautious about revealing his profound and lasting belief that the
ultimate sources of recovery are spiritual sources.
Permission to publish Dr. Jung's letter was granted by the Jung estate.
January 23, 1961
Professor, Dr. C. G. Jung
Kusnacht-Zurich
Seestrasse 228
Switzerland
My dear Dr. Jung:
This letter of great appreciation has been very long overdue.
May I first introduce myself as Bill W., a co-founder of the Society of
Alcoholics Anonymous. Though you have surely heard of us, I doubt if you are
aware that a certain conversation you once had with one of your patients, a Mr.
Roland H., back in the early 1930s, did play a critical role in the founding of
our Fellowship.
Though Roland H. has long since passed away, the recollection of his remarkable
experience while under treatment by you has definitely become part of AA
history. Our remembrance of Roland H.'s statements about his experience with you
is as follows:
Having exhausted other means of recovery from his alcoholism, it was about 1931
that he became your patient. I believe that he remained under your care for
perhaps a year. His admiration for you was boundless, and he left you with a
feeling of much confidence.
To his great consternation, he soon relapsed into intoxication. Certain that you
were his "court of last resort," he again returned to your care. Then followed
the conversation between you that was to become the first link in the chain of
events that led to the founding of Alcoholics Anonymous.
My recollection of his account of that conversation is this: First of all, you
frankly told him of his hopelessness, so far as any further medical or
psychiatric treatment might be concerned. This candid and humble statement of
yours was beyond a doubt the first foundation stone upon which our Society has
since been built.
Coming from you, one he so trusted and admired, the impact upon him was immense.
When he asked you if there was any other hope, you told him that there might be,
provided he could become the subject of a spiritual or religious experience --
in short, a genuine conversion. You pointed out how such an experience, if
brought about, might remotivate him when nothing else could. But you did
caution, though, that while such experiences had sometimes brought recovery to
alcoholics, they were, nonetheless, comparatively rare. You recommended that he
place himself in a religious atmosphere and hope for the best. This I believe
was the substance of your advice.
Shortly thereafter, Mr. H. joined the Oxford Group, an evangelical movement then
at the height of its success in Europe, and one with which you are doubtless
familiar. You will remember their large emphasis upon the principles of
self-survey, confession, restitution, and the giving of oneself in service to
others. They strongly stressed meditation and prayer. In these surroundings,
Roland H. did find a conversion experience that released him for the time being
from his compulsion to drink.
Returning to New York, he became very active with the "O.G." here, then led by
an Episcopal clergyman, Dr. Samuel Shoemaker. Dr. Shoemaker had been one of the
founders of that movement, and his was a powerful personality that carried
immense sincerity and conviction.
At this time (1932-34), the Oxford Group had already sobered a number of
alcoholics, and Roland, feeling that he could especially identify with these
sufferers, addressed himself to the help of still others. One of these chanced
to be an old schoolmate of mine, named Edwin T. [Ebby]. He had been threatened
with commitment to an institution, but Mr. H. and another ex-alcoholic "O. G."
member procured his parole, and helped to bring about his sobriety.
Meanwhile, I had run the course of alcoholism and was threatened with commitment
myself. Fortunately, I had fallen under the care of a physician -- a Dr. William
D. Silkworth -- who was wonderfully capable of understanding alcoholics. But
just as you had given up on Roland, so had he given me up. It was his theory
that alcoholism had two components -- an obsession that compelled the sufferer
to drink against his will and interest, and some sort of metabolism difficulty
which he then called an allergy. The alcoholic's compulsion guaranteed that the
alcoholic's drinking would go on, and the allergy made sure that the sufferer
would finally deteriorate, go insane, or die. Though I had been one of the few
he had thought it possible to help, he was finally obliged to tell me of my
hopelessness; I, too, would have to be locked up. To me, this was a shattering
blow. Just as Roland had been made ready for his conversion experience by you,
so had my wonderful friend Dr. Silkworth prepared me.
Hearing of my plight, my friend Edwin T. came to see me at my home, where I was
drinking. By then, it was November 1934. I had long marked my friend Edwin for a
hopeless case. Yet here he was in a very evident state of "release," which could
by no means be accounted for by his mere association for a very short time with
the Oxford Group. Yet this obvious state of release, as distinguished from the
usual depression, was tremendously convincing. Because he was a kindred
sufferer, he could unquestionably communicate with me at great depth. I knew at
once I must find an experience like his, or die.
Again I returned to Dr. Silkworth's care, where I could be once more sobered and
so gain a clearer view of my friend's experience of release, and of Roland H.'s
approach to him.
Clear once more of alcohol, I found myself terribly depressed. This seemed to be
caused by my inability to gain the slightest faith. Edwin T. again visited me
and repeated the simple Oxford Group formulas. Soon after he left me, I became
even more depressed. In utter despair, I cried out, "If there be a God, will he
show himself." There immediately came to me an illumination of enormous impact
and dimension, something which I have since tried to describe in the book
Alcoholics Anonymous and also in AA Comes of Age, basic texts which I am sending
to you.
My release from the alcohol obsession was immediate. At once, I knew I was a
free man.
Shortly following my experience, my friend Edwin came to the hospital, bringing
me a copy of William James's Varieties of Religious Experience. This book gave
me the realization that most conversion experiences, whatever their variety, do
have a common denominator of ego collapse at depth. The individual faces an
impossible dilemma. In my case, the dilemma had been created by my compulsive
drinking, and the deep feeling of hopelessness had been vastly deepened still
more by my alcoholic friend when he acquainted me with your verdict of
hopelessness respecting Roland H.
In the wake of my spiritual experience, there came a vision of a society of
alcoholics, each identifying with and transmitting his experience to the next --
chain-style. If each sufferer were to carry the news of scientific hopelessness
of alcoholism to each new prospect, he might be able to lay every newcomer wide
open to a transforming spiritual experience. This concept proved to be the
foundation of such success as Alcoholics Anonymous has since achieved. This has
made conversion experience -- nearly every variety reported by James --
available on an almost wholesale basis. Our sustained recoveries over the last
quarter-century number about 300,000. In America and through the world, there
are today 8,000 AA groups. [In 1994, worldwide membership is estimated to be
over 2,000,000; number of groups, over 87,300.]
So to you, to Dr. Shoemaker of the Oxford Group, to William James, and to my own
physician, Dr. Silkworth, we of AA owe this tremendous benefaction. As you will
now clearly see, this astonishing chain of events actually started long ago in
your consulting room, and it was directly founded upon your own humility and
deep perception.
Very many thoughtful AAs are students of your writings. Because of your
conviction that man is something more than intellect, emotion, and two dollars'
worth of chemicals, you have especially endeared yourself to us.
How our Society grew, developed its Traditions for unity, and structured its
functioning, will be seen in the texts and pamphlet material that I am sending
you.
You will also be interested to learn that, in addition to the "spiritual
experience," many AAs report a great variety of psychic phenomena, the
cumulative weight of which is very considerable. Other members have -- following
their recovery in AA -- been much helped by your practitioners. A few have been
intrigued by the I Ching and your remarkable introduction to that work.
Please be certain that your place in the affection, and in the history, of our
Fellowship is like no other.
Gratefully yours,
William G. W--.
January 30, 1961
Kusnacht-Zurich
Seestrasse 228
Mr. William G. W--.
Alcoholics Anonymous
Box 459 Grand Central Station
New York 17, New York
Dear Mr. W.:
Your letter has been very welcome indeed.
I had no news from Roland H. any more and often wondered what has been his fate.
Our conversation which he has adequately reported to you had an aspect of which
he did not know. The reason that I could not tell him everything was that those
days I had to be exceedingly careful of what I said. I had found out that I was
misunderstood in every possible way. Thus I was very careful when I talked to
Roland H. But what I really thought about was the result of many experiences
with men of his kind.
His craving for alcohol was the equivalent, on a low level, of the spiritual
thirst of our being for wholeness, expressed in medieval language: the union
with God.
How could one formulate such an insight in a language that is not misunderstood
in our days?
The only right and legitimate way to such an experience is that it happens to
you in reality, and it can only happen to you when you walk on a path which
leads you to higher understanding. You might be led to that goal by an act of
grace or through a personal and honest contact with friends, or through a higher
education of the mind beyond the confines of mere rationalism. I see from your
letter that Roland H. has chosen the second way, which was, under the
circumstances, obviously the best one.
I am strongly convinced that the evil principle prevailing in this world leads
the unrecognized spiritual need into perdition if it is not counteracted either
by real religious insight or by the protective wall of human community. An
ordinary man, not protected by an action from above and isolated in society,
cannot resist the power of evil, which is called very aptly the Devil. But the
use of such words arouses so many mistakes that one can only keep aloof from
them as much as possible.
These are the reasons why I could not give a full and sufficient explanation to
Roland H., but I am risking it with you because I conclude from your very decent
and honest letter that you have acquired a point of view above the misleading
platitudes one usually hears about alcoholism.
You see, alcohol in Latin is "spiritus," and you use the same word for the
highest religious experience as well as for the most depraving poison. The
helpful formula therefore is: spiritus contra spiritum.
Thanking you again for your kind letter.
I remain
yours sincerely
C. G. Jung
*"As the hart panteth after the water brooks, so panteth my soul after thee, O
God." (Psalm 42.1)
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