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10th General Service Conference - 1960 |
Proposal by Bill W.
For
Twelve Concepts For World Service
This proposal, delivered by Bill W. at the
closing of the 10th General Service Conference, is of great historical
significance as it was the first time that Bill had spoken to the Fellowship on
the subject of the Twelve Concepts.
The transcript has been verified against the original voice recording.
The last of the sand in the hourglass of our time
together is about to run its course. And you have asked me, as of old, to
conclude this conference, our tenth.
I always approach this hour with mixed feelings. As time has passed, each year
succeeding itself, I have found increasing gratitude beyond measure, because of
the increasing sureness that AA is safe at last for God, so long as he may wish
this society to endure. So I stand here among you and feel as you do a sense of
security and gratitude such as we have never known before. There is not a little
regret, too, that the other side of the coin -- that we cannot turn back the
clock and renew these hours. Soon they will become a part of our history.
The three legacies of AA - recovery, unity and service -- in a sense represent
three utter impossibilities, impossibilities that we know became possible, and
possibilities that now have borne this unbelievable fruit. Old Fitz Mayo, one of
the early AAs and I visited the Surgeon General of the United States in the
third year of this society, told him of our beginnings. He was a gentle man, Dr.
Lawrence Kolb, since become a great friend of AA, and he said: "I wish you well.
Even the sobriety of such a few is almost a miracle. The government knows that
this is one of the greatest health problems we have, one of the greatest moral
problems, one of the greatest spiritual problems. But we here have considered
recovery of alcoholics so impossible that we have given up and have instead
concluded that rehabilitation of narcotic addicts would be the easier job to
tackle."
Such was the devastating impossibility of our situation.
Now, what had been brought to bear upon this impossibility that it has become
possible? First, the Grace of Him who presides over all of us. Next, the cruel
lash of John Barleycorn who said, "This you must do, or die." Next, the
intervention of God through friends, at first a few, and now legion, who opened
to us, who in the early days were uncommitted, the whole field of human ideas,
morality and religion, from which we could choose.
These have been the wellsprings of the forces and ideas and emotions and spirit
which were first fused into our Twelve Steps for recovery. And some of us got
well. But no sooner had a few got sober then the old forces began to come into
play. In us rather frail people, they were fearsome: the old forces, the drives,
money, acclaim, prestige.
Would these tear us apart? Besides, we came from every walk of life. Early, we
had begun to be a cross section of all men and women, all differently
conditioned, all so different and yet happily so alike in our kinship of
suffering. Could we hold in unity? To those few who remain who lived in
those earlier times when the Traditions were being forged in the school of hard
experience on its thousands of anvils, we had our very, very dark moments.
It was sure recovery was in sight, but how could there be recovery for many?
Or how could recovery endure if we were to fall into controversy and so into
dissolution and decay? Well, the spirit of the Twelve Steps, which has brought
us release, from one of the grimmest obsessions known -- obviously, this spirit
and these principles of retaining Grace had to be the fundamentals of our unity.
But in order to become fundamental to our unity, these principles had to be
spelled out as they applied to the most prominent and the most grievous of our
problems.
So, out of experience, the need to apply the spirit of our steps to our lives of
working and living together, these were the forces that generated the Traditions
of Alcoholics Anonymous.
But, we had to have more than cohesion. Even for survival, we had to carry this
message. We had to function. In fact, that had become evident in the Twelve
Steps themselves for the last one enjoins us to carry the message. But
just how would we carry this message? How would we communicate, we few, with
those myriad's who still didn't know? And how would this communication be
handled? And how could we do these things, how could we authorize these
things in such a way that in this new hot focus of effort and ego we were not
again to be shattered by the forces that had once ruined our lives?
This was the problem of the Third Legacy. From the vital Twelfth Step call right
up through our society to its culmination today. And, again, many of us said:
This can't be done. It's all very well for Bill and Bob and a few friends to set
up a Board of Trustees and to provide us with some literature, and look after
our public relations, and do all of those chores for us we can't do for
ourselves. This is fine, but we can't go any further than that. This is a job
for our elders. This is a job for our parents. In this direction only can there
be simplicity and security.
And then we came to the day when it was seen that the parents were both fallible
and perishable (although this seems to be a token they are not). And Dr. Bob's
hour struck. And we suddenly realized that this ganglion, this vital nerve
center of World Service, would lose its sensation the day the communication
between an increasingly unknown Board of Trustees and you was broken.
Fresh links would have to be forged. And at that time many of us said: This is
impossible. This is too hard. Even in transacting the simplest business,
providing the simplest of services, raising the minimum amounts of money, these
excitements to us, in this society so bent on survival have been almost too much
locally. Look at our club brawls. My God, if we have elections countrywide, and
Delegates come down here, and look at the complexity -- thousands of group
representatives, hundreds of committeemen, scores of Delegates - My God, when
these descend on our parents, the Trustees, what is going to happen then? It
won't be simplicity; it can't be. Our experience has spelled it out.
But there was the imperative, the must. And why was there an imperative?
Because we had better have some confusion, we had better have some politicking,
than to have an utter collapse of this center. That was the alternative. And
that was the uncertain and tenuous ground on which this Conference was called
into being.
I venture, in the minds of many, sometimes in mine, the Conference could be
symbolized by a great prayer and a faint hope. This was the state of affairs in
1945 to 1950. And then came the day that some of us went up to Boston to watch
an Assembly elect by two-thirds vote or lot a Delegate. And prior to the
Assembly, I consulted all the local politicos and those very wise Irishmen in
Boston said, we're gonna make your prediction Bill, you know us temperamentally,
but we're going to say that this thing is going to work. And it was the biggest
piece of news and one of the mightiest assurances that I had up to this time
that there could be any survival for these services.
Well, work it has, and we have survived another impossibility. Not only have we
survived the impossibility, we have so far transcended it that I think that
there can be no return in future years to the old uncertainties, come what
perils there may.
Now, as we have seen in this quick review, the spirit of the Twelve Steps was
applied in specific terms to our problems, to living, to working together.
This developed the Traditions. In turn, the Traditions were applied to this
problem of functioning at world levels in harmony and in unity.
And something which had seemed to grow like Topsy took on an increasing
coherence. And through the process of trial and error, refinements began to be
made until the day of the great radical change. Our question here in the old
days was: Is the group conscience for Trustees and for founders? Or are they to
be the parents of Alcoholics Anonymous forever? There is something a little
repugnant -- you know, They got it through us, why can't we go on telling them?
So the great problem, could the group conscience function at world levels?
Well, it can and it does. Today we are still in this process of definition and
of refinement in this matter of functioning. Unlike the Twelve Steps and the
Twelve Traditions which no doubt will be undisturbed from here out, there will
always be room in the functional area for refinements, improvements,
adaptations. For God's sake, let us never freeze these things. On the other
hand, let us look at yesterday and today, at our experience. Now, just as it was
vital to codify in Twelve Steps the spiritual side of our program, to codify in
twelve traditional principles the forces and ideas that would make for unity,
and discourage disunity, so may it now be necessary to codify, those principles
and relationships upon which our world service function rests, from the group
right up through.
This is what I like to call structuring. People often say, What do you mean by
structuring? What use is it? Why don't we just get together and do these things?
Well, structure at this level means just what structure means in the Twelve
Steps and in the Twelve Traditions. It is a stated set of principles and
relationships by which we may understand each other, the tasks to be done and
what the principles are for doing them. Therefore, why shouldn't we take the
broad expanse of the Traditions and use their principles to spell out our
special needs in relationships in this area of function for world service,
indeed, at long last, I trust for all services whatever character?
Well, we've been in the process of doing this and two or three years ago it
occurred to me that I should perhaps take another stab -- not at another batch
of twelve principles or points, God forbid, but at trying to organize the ideas
and relationships that already exist so as to present them in an easily
understood manner.
As you know the Third Legacy Manual is a manual that
largely tells us how; it is mostly a thing of mere description and of procedure.
So I have cooked up in a very tentative way something which we might call Twelve
Concepts for World Service. This has been a three-year job. I found the
material, because of its ramifications, exceedingly hard to organize. But I have
made a stab at it and the Concepts, which are really bundles of related
principles, are on paper and underneath each is a descriptive article. And I
have eleven of the articles and perhaps will soon wind up the Twelfth.
Now, to give you an idea of what's cooking, what I've been driving at, I'll
venture to bore you with two or three paragraphs of the introduction to this
thing.
"The Concepts to be discussed in the following pages are primarily an
interpretation of AA's world service structure. They spell out the traditional
practices and the Conference charter principles that relate the component parts
of our world structure into a working whole. Our Third Legacy manual is largely
a document of procedure. Up to now the Manual tells us how to operate our
service structure. But there is considerable lack of detailed information which
would tell us why the structure has developed as it has and why its working
parts are related together in the fashion that our Conference and General
Service Board charters provide.
"These Twelve Concepts therefore represent an attempt to put on paper the why of
our service structure in such a fashion that the highly valuable experience of
the past and the conclusions that we have drawn from it cannot be lost.
"These Concepts are no attempt to freeze our operation against needed change.
They only describe the present situation, the forces and principles that have
molded it. It is to be remembered that in most respects the Conference charter
can be readily amended. This interpretation of the past and present can,
however, have a high value for the future. Every oncoming generation of service
workers will be eager to change and improve our structure and operations. This
is good. No doubt change will be needed. Perhaps unforeseen flaws will emerge.
These will have to be remedied.
"But along with this very constructive outlook, there will be bound to be still
another, a destructive one. We shall always be tempted to throw out the baby
with the bath water. We shall suffer the illusion that change, any plausible
change, will necessarily represent progress. When so animated, we may carelessly
cast aside the hard won lessons of early experience and so fall back into many
of the great errors of the past.
"Hence, a prime purpose of these Twelve Concepts is to hold the experience and
lessons of the early days constantly before us. This should reduce the chance of
hasty and unnecessary change. And if alterations are made that happen to work
out badly, then it is hoped that these Twelve Concepts will make a point of safe
return."
Now, quickly, what are they?
Well, the first two deal with: ultimate responsibility and authority for world
services belongs to the AA group. That is to say, that's the AA conscience.
The next one deals with the necessity for delegates' authority. And perhaps you
haven't thought of it, but when you re-read Tradition Two, you will see that the
group conscience represents a final and ultimate authority and that the trusted
servant is the delegated authority from the groups in which the servant is
trusted to do the kinds of things for the groups they can't do for themselves.
So, how that got that way, respecting world services: ultimate authority,
delegated authority is here spelled out.
Then there comes in the next essay this all questioned importance of leadership,
this all important question of what anyway is a trusted servant. Is this gent or
gal a messenger, a housemaid - or is he to be really trusted? And if so, how is
he going to know how much he can be trusted? And what is going to be your
understanding of it when you hand him the job? Now, these problems are legion.
The extent to which this trust is to be spelled out and applied to each
particular condition has to have some means of interpretation, doesn't it? So I
have suggested here that, throughout our services, we create what might be
called the principle of decision - and the root of this principle is trust. The
principle of decision, which says that any executive, committee, board, the
Conference itself, within the state or customary scope of their several duties,
should be able to say what questions they will dispose of themselves - and which
they will pass on to the next higher authority for guidance, direction,
consultation and whatnot.
This spells out and defines, and makes an automatic means of defining throughout
our structure at all times, what the trust is that any servant could expect. You
say this is dangerous? I don't think so. It simply means that you are not, out
of your ultimate authority as groups, to be constantly giving a guy directions
who you've already trusted to think for himself. Now, if he thinks badly, you
can sack him. But trust him first. That is the big thing.
Now, then, there is another traditional principle, the source of another essay
here called the principle of participation. Our whole lives have been wrecked,
often from childhood, because we have not been participants. There had been too
much of the parental thing, too much of the wrong kind of the parental thing. We
always wanted to belong, we always wanted to participate; and there is going to
be a constant tendency, which we must always defend against, and that is to
place in our service structure any group, AA as a whole, the Conference, the
Board of Trustees, committees, executives - to place any of these people in
absolutely unqualified authority, one over the other. This is an institutional,
a military, set-up - and God knows we drunks have rejected institutions and this
kind of authority, for our purpose, haven't we?
So, therefore, how, as a practical matter, are we going to express this
participation. Right here in this conference it's burned in; in Article XII
you'll see this statement in the Conference Charter: nobody is to be set in
utter authority over anybody else. How do we prevent this?
The Trustees here, and the headquarters people here, are in a great minority
over you people. You have the ultimate authority over us. And you say, well
these folks are nicely incorporated, and we ain't; and they have the dough
legally, so have we got it? Sure, you got it. You can go home and shut the dough
off, can't you? You've got the ultimate authority but - we've got some delegated
authority. Now when you get in this Conference, you find that the Trustees, and
the Directors and the staffs have votes.
And many of you say, why is it; we represent the groups; why the hell shouldn't
we tell these people? Why should they utter one yip while we're doing it? Oh,
we'll let 'em yip, but not vote. Well, you see, right there we get from the
institutional idea to the corporate idea. And in the corporate business world,
there is participation in these levels. Can you imagine how much stock would you
buy in General Motors if you knew the president and half the board of directors
couldn't get into a meeting because they were on the payroll? Or could just come
in and listen to the out-of-town directors? You'd want these people's opinions
registered. And they can't really belong unless they vote. This we have found
out by the hardest kind of experience. So therefore, the essay here on
participation deals with the principle that any AA servant in any top echelon of
service, regardless of whether they're paid, unpaid, volunteer or what, shall be
entitled to reasonable voting privileges in accordance with their
responsibility.
And you good politicos are going to say, but these people here hold a balance of
power. Well, we qualified that in one way. We'll take the balance of power away
from them when it comes to qualifications for their own jobs or voting in
approval of their own actions. But the bulk of the work of this Conference has
to do with plans and policy for the future. So supposing that among you
Delegates there is a split. And supposing these people come in and vote, which,
by the way, they seldom do as a bloc, and they swing it one way or the other on
matters of future policy and planning; well, after all, why shouldn't they? Are
they any less competent than the rest of us? Of course not. Besides these
technical considerations, there is this deep need in us to belong, to
participate. And you can only participate on the basis of equality - and one
token of this is voting equality. At first blush, you won't like the idea. But
you'll have a chance to think about it.
One more idea: There came to this country some hundred years ago a French Baron
whose family and himself had been wracked by the French revolution, de
Tocqueville. And he was a worshipful admirer of democracy. And in those days
democracy seemed to be mostly expressed in people's minds by votes of simple
majorities. And he was a worshipful admirer of the spirit of democracy as
expressed by the power of a majority to govern. But, said de Tocqueville, a
majority can be ignorant, it can be brutal, it can be tyrannous - and we have
seen it. Therefore, unless you most carefully protect a minority, large or
small, make sure that minority opinions are voiced, make sure that minorities
have unusual rights, you're democracy is never going to work and its spirit will
die. This was de Toqueville's prediction and, considering today's times, is it
strange that he is not widely read now?
That is why in this Conference we try to get a unanimous consent while we can;
this is why we say the Conference can mandate the Board of Trustees on a
two-thirds vote. But we have said more here. We have said that any Delegate, any
Trustee, any staff member, any service director, - any board, committee or
whatever -- that wherever there is a minority, it shall always be the right of
this minority to file a minority report so that their views are held up clearly.
And if in the opinion of any such minority, even a minority of one, if the
majority is about to hastily or angrily do something which could be to the
detriment of Alcoholics Anonymous, the serious detriment, it is not only their
right to file a minority appeal, it is their duty.
So, like de Tocqueville, neither you nor I want either the tyranny or the
majority, nor the tyranny of the small minority. And steps have been taken here
to balance up these relations.
Now, some of the other things cover topics like this, I touched on this: The
Conference acknowledges the primary administrative responsibility of the
Trustees. We have talked about electing trustees and yet primarily they are a
body of administrators. In a sense, it's an executive body, isn't it? Look at
any form of government. (Understand we're not a form of government, but you have
to pay attention to these forms). The President of the United States is the only
elected executive; all the rest are appointive, aren't they, subject to
confirmation by the Senate, which is the system we got here - and this goes into
that.
And then there is this question taken up in another essay. How can these legal
rights of the Trustees, which haven't been changed one jot or tittle by the
appearance of this Conference, if they've got the legal right to hang on to your
money and do as they dammed please, what's going to stop them? Well, the answer
is: Nobody has a vested interest. They have to be volunteers always. They are
amenable to the spirit of this Conference and its power and its prestige -- and
if they are not, there is a provision here by which they can be reorganized;
there is a provision in here by which they can be censored - and you can always
go home and shut off the money spigot.
So, the traditional power of this Conference and the groups is actually superior
to the legal power of the Trustees. That is the balance. But the trustees as a
minority some day, should this Conference get very angry and unreasonable, say:
Boys, we're going to veto you for the time being, we ain't gonna do this - even
as the President of the United States has the veto, so will these fellows. You
go home and think this over. We won't go along. And if you give them a vote of
no confidence, they can appeal to the groups. These are the balances, see; this
is interpretive, this has all been implicit in our structure but we're trying to
spell it out.
Well, there are others - There's a whole section on leadership, service
leadership from top to bottom, what it's composed of. In AA we wash between
great extremes. On the one side, we've got the infallible leader who never makes
any mistakes - and let us do just as he says. On the other side we have a
concept of leadership which goes and says: What shall I do? What shall I do?
Tell me, what time do it - I'm just a humble servant, not a trusted one, just a
humble one. The hell with either. Leadership in practice works in between - and
we spell that out. And so on.
This will give you an idea of what's cooking in the Twelve Concepts for World
Service. The last one which I haven't done deals with the Conference - Article
XII of the Conference charter. And you who recall it know that this is several
things. First of all, it's the substance of the contract the groups made with
the Board of Trustees at the time of St. Louis. And this contract decrees that
this body shall never be a government.
It decrees that we shall be prudent financially. It decrees that we shall be
keepers of the AA Tradition - and so on - so that it is in part a spiritual
document and in part a contract. And, God willing, because it is both spiritual
and contract, let it be for all time of our existence a sanctified contract.
My own days of active service, like the sands in our last hourglass, are running
out. And this is good. We know that all families have to have parents and we
know that the great unwisdom of all parenthood is to try to remain the parents
of infants in adolescence and keep people in this state forever. We know that
when the parents have done their bit, and said their pieces, and have nursed the
family along, that there comes the point that the parents must say: Now, you go
out and try your wings. You haven't grown up and we haven't grown up, but you
have come to the age of responsibility where, with the tools we are leaving you,
you must try to grow up, to grow in God's image and likeness.
So my feeling is not that I'm withdrawing because I'm tired. My feeling is that
I would like to be another kind of parent, a fellow on the sidelines. If there
is some breach in these walls which we have erected, some unseen flaw or defect,
of course all of us oldsters are going to pitch in for the repairs. But this
business of functioning in the here and now, that is for the new generation.
May God bless Alcoholics Anonymous forever. And I offer a prayer that the
destiny of this society will ever be safe in the hearts of its membership and in
the conscience of its trusted servants. You are the heirs. As I said at the
opening the future belongs to you.
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