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Lets Ask Bill |
These excerpts from various talks and articles by and on Bill W. reveal a wealth of the thinking and insight of the co-founder of A.A.
Q - Is A.A. based totally on your
own experiences?
A - Let's look. Dr. Bob recovered. Then we two set to work on alcoholics
in Akron. Well, again came this tendency to preach, again this feeling that it
has to be done in some particular way, again discouragement, so our progress was
slow. But little by little we were forced to analyze our experiences and say,
"This approach didn't work very well with that fellow. Why not? Let's try to put
ourselves in his shoes and stop this preaching and see how he might be
approached if we were he." That began to lead us to the idea that A.A. should be
no set of fixed ideas, but should be a growing thing, growing out of experience.
After a while we began to reflect: "This wonderful blessing that has come to us,
from what does it get its origin?" It was a spiritual awakening growing out of
adversity. So then we began to look harder for our mistakes, to correct them, to
capitalize on our errors. Little by little we began to grow so that there were 5
of us at the end of that first year; at the end of the second year 15; at the
end of the third 40; and at the end of the fourth year, 100.
During those first four years most of us had another bad form of intolerance. As
we commenced to have a little success, I am afraid our pride got the better of
us and it was our tendency to forget about our friends. We were very likely to
say, "Well, those doctors didn't do anything for us, and as for these sky
pilots, well, they just don't know the score." And we became snobbish and
patronizing.
Then we read a book by Dr. Carrell (Man, The Unknown). From that book came an
argument which is now a part of our system. Dr. Carrel wrote, in effect; The
world is full of analysts. We have tons of ore in the mines and we have all
kinds of building materials above ground. Here is a man specializing in this,
there is a man specializing in that, and another one in something else. The
modern world is full of wonderful analysts and diggers, but there are very few
who deliberately synthesize, who bring together different materials, who
assemble new things. We are much too shy on synthetic thinking - the kind of
thinking that's willing to reach out now here and now there to see if something
new cannot be evolved.
On reading that book some of us realized that was just what we had been groping
toward. We had been trying to build out of our own experiences. At this point we
thought, "Let's reach into other people's experiences. Let's go back to our
friends the doctors, let's go back to our friends the preachers, the social
workers, all those who have been concerned with us, and again review what they
have got above ground and bring that into the
synthesis. And let us, where we can, bring them in where they will fit." So our
process of trial and error began and at the end of four years, the material was
cast in the form of a book known as Alcoholics Anonymous.
© (Yale Summer School of
Alcohol Studies, June 1945)
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